This Fall?!

There’s a kind of season that doesn’t always get talked about much. The in between season. The part where things are shifting but not quite settled. Where it’s not clear where the road is going, but something in your spirit knows it’s not where you just came from either. I think that’s the space God has had me in. And I’m learning to see it not as delay but as an awesome invitation!! Over the last several months, I have felt the Lord drawing me into something deeper. Not necessarily more visible or even defined but something maybe more rooted. And something steady. It hasn’t come through any big signs or anything fancy, but through a ton of quiet peace!!! Some slow simple shifts in life, and a series of “Are you willing to trust Me?” moments. There have been a lot of conversations, a lot of prayers, and  even some pauses. I remember sitting on my floor earlier this year surrounded by a few notebooks and my computer trying to figure out how i was going to make a few different job leads work. None of them were for sure but all of them were tugging at that desire in my heart to teach. I remember sitting there for a long time asking God what I was supposed to do. And the only thing I felt so strongly in was the quiet reminder from the Lord of what if this time isn't about building something but letting me build in you? That moment for sure did not answer everything but it did give me enough peace to start trying to listen differently for what he has in store. I knew I had to make space. And when I say this I mean actual real space.